It's Been A While, I Know

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It's Been A While, I Know

Thank you all so much for your beautiful words, prayers and support regarding my brother Vinny’s death. It really meant a lot to me. And thank you to those who have written in to say that I need to start writing again. I definitely needed that message.

To be perfectly honest, the idea of writing has been anything but enticing to me and I admit that I am having a hard time writing this post right now. Reason being is that I always want to be honest with you guys so I couldn’t just come back and not say anything about Vinny, or the situation but at the same time, I’m not at all thrilled to rehash it.

Ya know it’s funny, you’d think with my being a medium and talking to dead peeps everyday for others, that death in my world would be relatively easy for me to deal with. From a logical, higher place, I suppose maybe it is (and moreso if it’s a natural one.) But truth be told, losing a loved one just straight up sucks. Living in this physical world, we want them here physically. Period end of story. While it is somewhat comforting to know that we all go on in spirit after physical death, it’s hard for us to truly understand that concept. It therefore does very little to quell the pain of not being able to interact with them physically any more, so like I said, for us, it sucks.

That being said, I am happy to say that Vinny made it safely to the other side. My mother showed me that THEY have him. I’m not going to lie, the road ahead for him will not be an easy one as he must still deal with all the issues he wanted to escape in this physical world. I will keep sending him love and healing energy from this side to support him in his journey as I hope all of you will as well.

Suicide is not an easy subject and to be perfectly honest, I’m in the process myself of learning more about it from my guides. I don’t ever believe in brushing things under the rug just because society considers them taboo or inappropriate to discuss. So in perfect Gemma form, I’m going to talk about it. Suicide is